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The wrap party was everything one might expect: loud music, endless laughter, clinking glasses, and the messy tangle of joy and exhaustion that comes after months of relentless filming. The production team had booked out the entire rooftop lounge of the hotel, fairy lights strung across the open air, the city skyline shimmering in the distance. Cast and crew moved about like pieces in a shifting puzzle—hugging, joking, posing for photos, promising to meet again soon though everyone knew schedules would scatter them across continents.

Xiao Zhan smiled through it all. He posed with directors, thanked makeup artists, toasted with fellow actors, his dimples appearing on command like reflex. To anyone looking from the outside, he looked radiant, perfectly at ease. But behind the smile, a quiet weight pressed into his chest.

The project was over. The set that had become a second home would dissolve into memories. The routines that had given him rhythm—early call times, long rehearsals, endless retakes—would vanish. And, more than anything, the person who had filled those routines with light, irritation, warmth, and unspoken tension would slip away too.

Wang Yibo was somewhere across the rooftop, surrounded by a cluster of younger crew members, his usual cool detachment softened into an easy grin. He was half-listening to someone’s story, nodding occasionally, but every now and then, his eyes flicked over the crowd, landing—too quickly—on Xiao Zhan before darting away again.

Xiao Zhan noticed every glance. He always did.

At some point, someone dragged Xiao Zhan into a drinking game. He laughed as he lost and accepted the punishment shot of something burning hot. Cheers rang out, echoing through the night air. But while everyone shouted for more rounds, Xiao Zhan slipped away, muttering something about needing fresh air. Nobody paid much attention; the noise was too loud, the party too distracting.

He left the rooftop and descended into the quiet of the hotel’s lower floors. The contrast was jarring—the hush of carpeted hallways after the thrum of celebration. He let himself into his room, closing the door with deliberate slowness, as though sealing himself away from what awaited outside.

The silence pressed in immediately.

He dropped his jacket onto a chair and leaned against the wall, staring at the neatly made bed, the half-packed suitcase at its foot, the scripts stacked on the desk. Everything looked temporary, transient, like a set waiting to be dismantled. He could almost see the days he had lived in this room replaying themselves—nights spent memorizing lines, mornings gulping down hurried breakfasts, evenings of exhausted laughter with Yibo sprawled across his couch because somehow his room had always ended up being their meeting point.

The thought made his chest ache.

He sat on the edge of the bed and let the reality settle over him: tomorrow, he would leave. The project would fade into news headlines and reruns, while he and Yibo would be swept back into their separate worlds—new dramas, new obligations, new people. There would be no excuse to see each other every day, no reason to linger in each other’s spaces.

And he didn’t know if what they had—the jokes, the silent understanding, the wordless pull that sometimes left him breathless—would survive outside of this bubble.

He rubbed at his eyes, frustrated with himself. He was thirty. He should know better than to let something so fragile get under his skin. But the truth clawed at him: he wasn’t ready to let go. Not of the days they had shared. Not of the feeling that, somehow, Yibo saw him in ways no one else did.

A knock sounded at the door.

Xiao Zhan froze. It was soft, tentative, nothing like the raucous pounding of drunk castmates. His heart gave a traitorous leap.

He stood slowly, almost afraid of being wrong, and opened the door.

Wang Yibo stood there.

He was still in his clothes from the party—black jacket, white tee, hair slightly messy from the humid night air. His eyes, usually guarded, flickered with something unreadable as they met Xiao Zhan’s.

“Ge,” Yibo said softly, almost like a greeting, almost like an apology.

Xiao Zhan stepped aside without thinking. “Come in.”

Yibo slipped past him, hands shoved in his pockets, moving with a restlessness that betrayed nerves. He glanced around the room—the half-packed suitcase, the jacket tossed on the chair—before finally sitting down on the couch where he had sat so many nights before.

For a long moment, neither spoke. The silence stretched, filled only by the distant thrum of music from the rooftop above.

Xiao Zhan leaned against the desk, arms crossed loosely, watching Yibo fidget with the zipper of his jacket. He looked young like this, uncertain in a way he rarely allowed anyone to see.

“You left the party early,” Yibo said finally, not looking up.

“I needed air.” Xiao Zhan smiled faintly. “It was getting loud.”

Yibo hummed, a low sound that carried no judgment, just acknowledgment. Then he fell quiet again, jaw tightening as though words pressed against his teeth but refused to come out.

Xiao Zhan waited. He was used to Yibo’s silences, used to filling them or letting them linger until Yibo chose to break them. But tonight, something about the stillness felt heavier, almost suffocating.

“Yibo,” he said gently. “What’s on your mind?”

Yibo finally looked at him. His gaze was steady, almost sharp, but beneath it lay a flicker of vulnerability that made Xiao Zhan’s throat tighten.

“I just…” Yibo trailed off, exhaling hard through his nose. “I wanted to say… you did well. Really well. On set. Everyone respects you.”

The words felt too formal, too rehearsed. Xiao Zhan’s heart clenched because he recognized it for what it was: deflection. Yibo had come here for something else, something deeper, but he was hiding behind courtesy.

“Thank you,” Xiao Zhan said quietly. He didn’t press further, though his chest ached with the urge to.

Yibo shifted, leaning forward, elbows on his knees. His hands were clasped tightly together, knuckles pale. “I know tomorrow… we’ll go back. To schedules. To… everything.”

“Yes,” Xiao Zhan murmured.

“And maybe we won’t…” Yibo’s voice faltered. He swallowed, eyes darting away. “Maybe we won’t have time to—” He stopped again, biting down on the words.

The silence stretched until Xiao Zhan’s pulse roared in his ears. Every fiber of him wanted to close the space, to ask, to demand, to beg Yibo to say what he truly meant. But fear held him back—fear that the answer would break them both.

Instead, Xiao Zhan forced a smile. “That’s how it always is, isn’t it? Projects end. People move on. That’s life.”

Something flickered in Yibo’s eyes—pain, frustration, something deeper—but he masked it quickly, lips pressing into a thin line.

He stood abruptly, shoving his hands back into his pockets. “Take care, ge.”

The words landed like a blade.

Xiao Zhan’s breath caught. He wanted to say wait, stay, don’t go. He wanted to confess everything he had buried for months—the longing, the joy, the fear. But the words tangled in his throat, too dangerous, too fragile.

So he just nodded. “You too.”

Yibo lingered for a moment at the door, shoulders tense as if battling himself. Then he opened it and slipped out, the soft click of the latch echoing like finality.

Xiao Zhan stood frozen in the empty room, the silence now deafening. He stared at the door long after it closed, as if willing it to open again. But it didn’t.

Slowly, he sat back on the bed, burying his face in his hands.

The unspoken words hung in the air, suffocating, heavier than anything he could have imagined.

And for the first time that night, his smile broke.


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